The Honor System - Decompose lyrics

I awake to shades of grey Stumbling silhouette just broke the ashtray Try to remember why you're in my room The c**aine never lets you sleep It only supplements the drinking Did a chemical reaction transform you to this? I don't know what I'd do if I ever saw you outside of my nightmares Down on your knees saying your prayers The whites in your eyes Turned to yellow You're decomposing Tobacco stained teeth hide behind cracking lips Makes smiling hard without bleeding It's spinning out of control This condition far worse than critical Pinch myself awake but this is no dream Wither and die in front of me There's been a big mistake 'cause that sh** you drank was no love potion You're trying hard but getting nothing I won't play a part in this game of you self-destruction Step outside you're getting nothing