Sick Shift - Pretend lyrics

There are times when I find myself lying awake With no reason except to miss you I want to hold you in my arms now just like a child But it hurts too much to care All that I want is for you to kiss me and say Everything is fine But now I hang my head cuz you're not mine Why do I pretend that I'm over you? Why do I pretend we're just friends? Why do I pretend that I don't care no more? Cuz deep inside these feelings for you will never end There are times when you find yourself lying awake With no reason except to hate me Looking back now it seems like it was Too good to be true How could it be such a good thing has pa**ed? Well, the only one I blame is me But back then I was much too dumb to see I was young an foolish, an insecure wreck Didn't know what I wanted, I was incorrect Concealing my feelings and I don't know why But I don't want to let you go I never want to hear you say goodbye You don't know how I feel And I can't pretend it's not real