Well I don't believe in god But she talks to me all the time And I banish my mother But she holds me when I cry And I have been unfaithful for With me he'll spend the rest of his life Yet I have been forgiven By all whom I've betrayed and loved And I have everything I want Is it ever enough? Chorus: Still I can't be still Still I can't be silent Still I can't be still Still I can't be saved Still I can't be still I can't be silent Still I Still Well I don't believe I'm beautiful but At least I have my sister's smile And I resist the muses but They sing to me in exile And destiny is not deafening But it hushed me like a child And every time I feel as though I'm closer to the eye The storm winds blow I run inside, and though I feel revived- Chorus The insatiable peace Of my quest for, for true serenity No matter how hard the rain The thirst, the thirst is never ending No matter how many friends for angels been sent down to take me away They can't make it okay And every time I feel as though I'm Closer to the eye The storm winds blow I run inside, and though I feel revived Yes every time I feel as though I'm Closer to the eye The storm winds blow I run inside, and though I feel revived I don't believe I'm beautiful But least I've got my sister's smile And I resist the muses but They sing to me Still Destiny is deafening