In the roses, in the spring I remember there was a time I wasnt afraid of anything But with the lilacs and the rain One day you went away I remember I forgot everything My mothers always trying to tell me How to be grateful, how to believe My fathers always trying to say Baby, youre beautiful in every way My lovers always got me in his arms Trying to protect me keep me from harm So why do I always have to be My worst, my own worst enemy? In the shadows in the grays In the lonely, there is a place Where we can all hide away But in the windows of the soul There is nowhere we can go If we keep running, running from our destiny My mothers always trying to tell me How to be grateful, how to believe My fathers always trying to say Baby, youre beautiful in every way My lovers always got me in his arms Trying to protect me keep me from harm So why do I always have to be My worst, my own worst enemy? You say I walk on water You say I walk on the moon But its never enough (No, its never enough, no, its never enough) You say Im only human Its all in my head But its never enough (No, its never enough, no, its never enough) One day Ill find my alibi My mothers always trying to tell me How to be grateful, how to believe My fathers always trying to say Baby, youre beautiful in every way My lovers always got me in his arms Trying to protect me keep me from harm So why do I always have to be My worst, my own worst enemy?