(I feel like I felt this coming)
[VERSE 1]
Runnin' away from reality
I think I finally reached insanity
I'm lost in the memories and photographs
Trying so hard to reach the past
I was never able to take it in while it last
Now I'm cast away from my home
Lost in the lyrics of my sad songs
Trying to find meaning of it all
They keep saying "We rise when we fall"
But I'm chained to the ground, and I'm lost
Wishing it was all like it was before
When home was around me, and not at war
I miss the streets that I used to walk with the two people I call my brothers
Now they're far away, and I'm stuck, In a place
Surrounded by people who claim to be my friends
But they weren't there for me
When I lost the two people that cared for me
And now they're gone, I'm alone
I act like I'm strong, but inside I'm burning
And I'm learning that life ain't always sunny seasons
But for that there's a good reason
[Chorus]
Circles and cycles and seasons
For everything there's always reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should
[VERSE 2]
To understand the pain that I feel
You have to be in love
My heart is beating for all of you
All the people in my life that I know will have my back no matter what
I will cry for you, and I will die for you
Because you are family, and in this reality only family matters
I never claimed to be a rapper
I'm just a lost kid trying to find his way
With my poetry maybe find a brighter day
But love is hard to find nowadays
I wish to see the sun and how it fades
In the place I was raised in, amazing, beautiful - out of this world
I love you so much that it hurts, Suriya (Syria), Kurdistan
You felt so much pain you never deserved
But one day we're rise again and never again will we part ways
I know it gets hard sometimes, but after every drop of rain, comes a brighter day
[Chorus]