Zeki - Reasons lyrics

(I feel like I felt this coming) [VERSE 1] Runnin' away from reality I think I finally reached insanity I'm lost in the memories and photographs Trying so hard to reach the past I was never able to take it in while it last Now I'm cast away from my home Lost in the lyrics of my sad songs Trying to find meaning of it all They keep saying "We rise when we fall" But I'm chained to the ground, and I'm lost Wishing it was all like it was before When home was around me, and not at war I miss the streets that I used to walk with the two people I call my brothers Now they're far away, and I'm stuck, In a place Surrounded by people who claim to be my friends But they weren't there for me When I lost the two people that cared for me And now they're gone, I'm alone I act like I'm strong, but inside I'm burning And I'm learning that life ain't always sunny seasons But for that there's a good reason [Chorus] Circles and cycles and seasons For everything there's always reason But it's never good Never turns out as it should [VERSE 2] To understand the pain that I feel You have to be in love My heart is beating for all of you All the people in my life that I know will have my back no matter what I will cry for you, and I will die for you Because you are family, and in this reality only family matters I never claimed to be a rapper I'm just a lost kid trying to find his way With my poetry maybe find a brighter day But love is hard to find nowadays I wish to see the sun and how it fades In the place I was raised in, amazing, beautiful - out of this world I love you so much that it hurts, Suriya (Syria), Kurdistan You felt so much pain you never deserved But one day we're rise again and never again will we part ways I know it gets hard sometimes, but after every drop of rain, comes a brighter day [Chorus]