[Verse 1]
Suicidal doors suicidal thoughts
One's reality and one's a dream
6 months in bedroom felt like 40
But writing gave me what I need
See I was on the edge, looking over felt like fallin
I couldn't feel my legs for 6 months I was barely crawlin
Thinking everything I worked for about to slip away
And so looked to up the lord and prayed that I would be okay
And so he listened if it wasn't mother I'd have done it
Tied the rope and wrapped it round and I ain't talkin bout a bungee
I was so close, please believe
No Jay Z I ain't frontin
But someone told me "Danny don't you dare cause what you want is coming"
To be the greatest? To get signed? To get a major?
Cause all these things are worthless if you're by yourself to celebrate it
I ain't wasting no more time no paid vacations
Just because I copped a Rollie still don't mean I have the patience
Or the time to deal with all these f**eries on my mind
I'm seeing sh**ty rappers poppin off like takin cork out wine
Its fine cause I don't need a light the way I shine
I'm here to hold my hometown up
London city spine
[Hook]
If its life or d**h then it's meant to be
Back up on my feet it was meant to be
Made my life my dream it was meant to be
Making music all the time this life was meant for me
And now I'm back the top is where I'm meant to be
I kept the circle small while sh** was big for me
People doubted now they saying I'm gone save the scene
But I don't you all from day one this was meant to be
[Verse 2]
I'm in it for the whole cake not a slice like kimbo
And most my bars go over heads just like you doing limbo
Am I in it for the fortune fame and all the bimbos?
Or am I tryna open doors for London, f** a window
f** with me I'll take your wifey out the friendzone
I made most of perception without even touching endo
That's a n o, cause I keep hearin voices like an echo
But everyone said I'm about to blow, Jonny deep flow
There's a lot of pressure, a lot of people desperate
To have rap act overseas who really ups the levels
I hope I do it cause if I don't no one else moving
No one making waves me man all my waves could move a cruise ship
No alarms but everybody on me snoozin
I'm all about my greens like a smoothie
Everybody say I changed like a dressing room be
I don't have a new me they just never knew me