Zach Nahome - Remember lyrics

[Verse 1] Suicidal doors suicidal thoughts One's reality and one's a dream 6 months in bedroom felt like 40 But writing gave me what I need See I was on the edge, looking over felt like fallin I couldn't feel my legs for 6 months I was barely crawlin Thinking everything I worked for about to slip away And so looked to up the lord and prayed that I would be okay And so he listened if it wasn't mother I'd have done it Tied the rope and wrapped it round and I ain't talkin bout a bungee I was so close, please believe No Jay Z I ain't frontin But someone told me "Danny don't you dare cause what you want is coming" To be the greatest? To get signed? To get a major? Cause all these things are worthless if you're by yourself to celebrate it I ain't wasting no more time no paid vacations Just because I copped a Rollie still don't mean I have the patience Or the time to deal with all these f**eries on my mind I'm seeing sh**ty rappers poppin off like takin cork out wine Its fine cause I don't need a light the way I shine I'm here to hold my hometown up London city spine [Hook] If its life or d**h then it's meant to be Back up on my feet it was meant to be Made my life my dream it was meant to be Making music all the time this life was meant for me And now I'm back the top is where I'm meant to be I kept the circle small while sh** was big for me People doubted now they saying I'm gone save the scene But I don't you all from day one this was meant to be [Verse 2] I'm in it for the whole cake not a slice like kimbo And most my bars go over heads just like you doing limbo Am I in it for the fortune fame and all the bimbos? Or am I tryna open doors for London, f** a window f** with me I'll take your wifey out the friendzone I made most of perception without even touching endo That's a n o, cause I keep hearin voices like an echo But everyone said I'm about to blow, Jonny deep flow There's a lot of pressure, a lot of people desperate To have rap act overseas who really ups the levels I hope I do it cause if I don't no one else moving No one making waves me man all my waves could move a cruise ship No alarms but everybody on me snoozin I'm all about my greens like a smoothie Everybody say I changed like a dressing room be I don't have a new me they just never knew me