[Intro:Beaker]
Throwin salt in wounds
Throw dirt in my eyes (x4)
[Verse 1: Beaker]
Takin shots to the head
Not talkin about liquor
Takin shots to the head
That's another dead n***a
Takin shots to the head
Like some vaccine sh**
Takin shots to the head
My thoughts conceivin
[Hook]
Oh sh** I'm trippin out
What's this sh** I'm feelin now?
Fight my thoughts all day
b**h I'm f**in, Nuk Su Cow
Let's use a f**in noose
Better yet a shotgun
Nobody riding pa**enger
I need some help son!
Who can I even talk to?
Direct me to a psychiatrist
People try to help but
Especially when I am pissed
I am f**in unreachable
Like a shooting star
Put that gun to my head
So I know who my shooters are
[Verse 2: Beaker]
b**h I'm f**in dyin
Can't you see it in my eyes?
Yo you sound so f**in dumb son
Do I look like a blonde son?
Yo I need a klondike
That's some sh** I would like
People tell me goodmorning
I just tell them goodnight
Goin to school everyday (everyday)
Man that sh**s hella gay (hella gay)
I don't even like it man
But I still gotta pay (gotta pay)
What the f** for?
Yo I drive a Rav-4
Hittin b**hes in the back
Call that sh** a crash course
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Beaker]
But I just can't let it
Cause I know that I'll regret it
In a hot a** f**in place
Man it doesn't feel like Heaven
Matter of fact it's dark
I say, matter of fact its dark
But the devil he right here
And he light me a little spark
What if I get high enough
And I elevate from these grounds?
Go and enter heavens gate
And put my bullsh** down?
What if I try to cleanse myself?
And straighten my health?
And increase my wealth?
But the Devil he keeps laughin
He says "kid don't kid yourself"