[Intro:Beaker] Throwin salt in wounds Throw dirt in my eyes (x4) [Verse 1: Beaker] Takin shots to the head Not talkin about liquor Takin shots to the head That's another dead n***a Takin shots to the head Like some vaccine sh** Takin shots to the head My thoughts conceivin [Hook] Oh sh** I'm trippin out What's this sh** I'm feelin now? Fight my thoughts all day b**h I'm f**in, Nuk Su Cow Let's use a f**in noose Better yet a shotgun Nobody riding pa**enger I need some help son! Who can I even talk to? Direct me to a psychiatrist People try to help but Especially when I am pissed I am f**in unreachable Like a shooting star Put that gun to my head So I know who my shooters are [Verse 2: Beaker] b**h I'm f**in dyin Can't you see it in my eyes? Yo you sound so f**in dumb son Do I look like a blonde son? Yo I need a klondike That's some sh** I would like People tell me goodmorning I just tell them goodnight Goin to school everyday (everyday) Man that sh**s hella gay (hella gay) I don't even like it man But I still gotta pay (gotta pay) What the f** for? Yo I drive a Rav-4 Hittin b**hes in the back Call that sh** a crash course [Hook] [Verse 3: Beaker] But I just can't let it Cause I know that I'll regret it In a hot a** f**in place Man it doesn't feel like Heaven Matter of fact it's dark I say, matter of fact its dark But the devil he right here And he light me a little spark What if I get high enough And I elevate from these grounds? Go and enter heavens gate And put my bullsh** down? What if I try to cleanse myself? And straighten my health? And increase my wealth? But the Devil he keeps laughin He says "kid don't kid yourself"