[Verse 1: Theory Hazit]
Check it
I grew up a freakin' screw up
Got introduced to gin & juice and drank til I threw up
Rebellious at the age of 14
I had dreams to be an MC
Where role models smoked weed and sold D
My co-d' snitched, didn't know he was phony
He helped lock up a few of the homies
And my mama hated who I hung out with, but mama allowed it
I roll with grown men who actin childish
I chose a tough route
All of my new friends is thugged out
After church I got cussed out for being high in the choir stand
When the preacher began preaching
I was leavin' a chief to fire, man
Christmas Eve, 1996
The homie came through with a spliff and a stolen whip
Hopped in the hooride, began to drive out to the city
Wasn't long before police greeted us with 9 milli's
One cop was like
If you even reach in your pocket for a comb
I'm blowin off your dome, hands on the steering wheel now"
My first thought was 'my mama's gonna k** me'
My man's underage riding filthy
They found me guilty
Hit me with five charges an' plus I lied
Calling myself a keeper of the code of the streets
As soon as they threw me in the cell, I fell to my knees
Crying to God like "Why this have to happen to me?"
[Hook: KaBoom]
I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go home
[Verse 2: Theory Hazit]
I had a baby out of wedlock, I'm only nineteen
Trying to juggle a job and go to LCC (yayayayaya)
Between school and work I had to follow my heart
While the d** is driving me and my baby mama apart
My daughter turned 4 months, we finally parted our ways
I moved back to Winchester and connected with J
I couldn't keep a job, so I wished upon a star
Hoping that this hip hop takes me far
My father figure was my uncle, lost & feened out
And the only thing that's keeping me sane is freestylin'
An' finding roaches in ashtrays, smoking cancer sticks after the hash blazed nas-tay was my attitude
Moved that away, shrewd
I kept writing 'til the gutter finally consumed me
Wouldn't you?
Reality bites and weighs a ton
It's time to roll with God cause there's nowhere to run
I wanna come home...
[Hook: KaBoom]
I just wanna I just wanna go (wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go home
[Outro: Kaboom]
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home