[Verse 1: Theory Hazit] Check it I grew up a freakin' screw up Got introduced to gin & juice and drank til I threw up Rebellious at the age of 14 I had dreams to be an MC Where role models smoked weed and sold D My co-d' snitched, didn't know he was phony He helped lock up a few of the homies And my mama hated who I hung out with, but mama allowed it I roll with grown men who actin childish I chose a tough route All of my new friends is thugged out After church I got cussed out for being high in the choir stand When the preacher began preaching I was leavin' a chief to fire, man Christmas Eve, 1996 The homie came through with a spliff and a stolen whip Hopped in the hooride, began to drive out to the city Wasn't long before police greeted us with 9 milli's One cop was like If you even reach in your pocket for a comb I'm blowin off your dome, hands on the steering wheel now" My first thought was 'my mama's gonna k** me' My man's underage riding filthy They found me guilty Hit me with five charges an' plus I lied Calling myself a keeper of the code of the streets As soon as they threw me in the cell, I fell to my knees Crying to God like "Why this have to happen to me?" [Hook: KaBoom] I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home) I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home) I just wanna I just wanna go home [Verse 2: Theory Hazit] I had a baby out of wedlock, I'm only nineteen Trying to juggle a job and go to LCC (yayayayaya) Between school and work I had to follow my heart While the d** is driving me and my baby mama apart My daughter turned 4 months, we finally parted our ways I moved back to Winchester and connected with J I couldn't keep a job, so I wished upon a star Hoping that this hip hop takes me far My father figure was my uncle, lost & feened out And the only thing that's keeping me sane is freestylin' An' finding roaches in ashtrays, smoking cancer sticks after the hash blazed nas-tay was my attitude Moved that away, shrewd I kept writing 'til the gutter finally consumed me Wouldn't you? Reality bites and weighs a ton It's time to roll with God cause there's nowhere to run I wanna come home... [Hook: KaBoom] I just wanna I just wanna go (wanna go home) I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home) I just wanna I just wanna go home [Outro: Kaboom] I just wanna go home I just wanna go home I just wanna go home