I grab the pen and spill the deepest letters out my eyelids
Ashes all in my notebook, hit the purp while I scribe it
I thought my album was finished a year ago, and it k**ed me a year ago
I was tripping a year ago
It's like my focus changed so drastic n***a
I used to never drink, but now you know I gotta baptize in it
Really, I love the brown, but I mix and match it n***a
Henny fantastic n***a
Feeling fantastic n***a
Really I am
My tolerance for the substance has grown
The downside to growing up is you lose record of home
Cause your heart is just looking for a spot to call its own
I knew when I was just a jit I'd be k**ing the throne
Exercising my content
Exorcising your complex
Minimizing my bad thoughts
Recognizing the context
Reconvene when I blow up
Overnighting the success
Gifting you everything in my soul until it ain't a bar let
But, you
[Hook]
Losing yourself in the streets
Come back, we waiting for you
Thank God the struggle is real
That mean the blessing is too
We gon blow up any day now
I've seen the future, it's true
Thank God the struggle is real
We gon be alright
(Right now x3)
X3
Difference between 'I see you' and 'I'ma support your sh**'
Difference between '$10 is too much' and 'Charge more for this'
Difference between support misogyny or conscious sh**
Like none of y'all could ever do none of that dumb a** sh**
Don't talk about me in a huddle, tell me I'm the greatest
These b**h-made n***as hate to see me as of f**ing late and
They looking for my downfall while I'm practicing my patience
I pray that all my enemies can see me when I make it
They like to preach that the body's the temple
Then tend to leech when the body's the temple
The public worship and scorn
The devil's horns in my backside
While Black Jesus in front of me watching me backslide
Really I'm under influence of influences
Really got n***as saying that I influence them
Really out here doing sh** that you ain't know I did
Really hope you take this sh** to heart and love a n***a till infinity
[Hook]
Losing yourself in the streets
Come back, we waiting for you
Thank God the struggle is real
That mean the blessing is too
We gon blow up any day now
I've seen the future, it's true
Thank God the struggle is real
We gon be alright
(Right now x3)
X3