I grab the pen and spill the deepest letters out my eyelids Ashes all in my notebook, hit the purp while I scribe it I thought my album was finished a year ago, and it k**ed me a year ago I was tripping a year ago It's like my focus changed so drastic n***a I used to never drink, but now you know I gotta baptize in it Really, I love the brown, but I mix and match it n***a Henny fantastic n***a Feeling fantastic n***a Really I am My tolerance for the substance has grown The downside to growing up is you lose record of home Cause your heart is just looking for a spot to call its own I knew when I was just a jit I'd be k**ing the throne Exercising my content Exorcising your complex Minimizing my bad thoughts Recognizing the context Reconvene when I blow up Overnighting the success Gifting you everything in my soul until it ain't a bar let But, you [Hook] Losing yourself in the streets Come back, we waiting for you Thank God the struggle is real That mean the blessing is too We gon blow up any day now I've seen the future, it's true Thank God the struggle is real We gon be alright (Right now x3) X3 Difference between 'I see you' and 'I'ma support your sh**' Difference between '$10 is too much' and 'Charge more for this' Difference between support misogyny or conscious sh** Like none of y'all could ever do none of that dumb a** sh** Don't talk about me in a huddle, tell me I'm the greatest These b**h-made n***as hate to see me as of f**ing late and They looking for my downfall while I'm practicing my patience I pray that all my enemies can see me when I make it They like to preach that the body's the temple Then tend to leech when the body's the temple The public worship and scorn The devil's horns in my backside While Black Jesus in front of me watching me backslide Really I'm under influence of influences Really got n***as saying that I influence them Really out here doing sh** that you ain't know I did Really hope you take this sh** to heart and love a n***a till infinity [Hook] Losing yourself in the streets Come back, we waiting for you Thank God the struggle is real That mean the blessing is too We gon blow up any day now I've seen the future, it's true Thank God the struggle is real We gon be alright (Right now x3) X3