[Verse: Vblaiz]
Nightmares, sour tears
Dreams started this is my worst
Talking to my soul, turned deaf ears
The feeling, me with lies am stacked here
Is that fear the way I feel
Committed murder, with my mind I k**ed
Struggling my soul is ill
Tryna dodge the gates of hell
Can I be different is this really my destiny
Time is wasting while am looking at the misery
Dancing with the devil deep inside of me
Am longing for a chance to k** that part of me
War and peace all together on my forehard
The more I focus on myself the more I get helpless
Useless I can't pay its priceless
The wrong that I've done now my name is in the blacklist
A black kid from Africa life in hades
Nobody knows my name but I got haters
Am not the greatest, just a mouthpiece
Spitting bars for the One called the Prince of peace
Walking home with my heart in my pocket
Darkness overshadows me like I kicked the bucket
I wanna make known, the living stone on my own
But am scared of the unknown like my my kidney stone is gone
Can my sin be forgiven? Is there a reason
For a person like me not to be locked up in the prison
Don't deserve forgiveness, I fornicated
Don't deserve forgiveness, I masturbated
Standing here, black as coal
Grace and mercy came in white as crystal snow