[Verse: Vblaiz] Nightmares, sour tears Dreams started this is my worst Talking to my soul, turned deaf ears The feeling, me with lies am stacked here Is that fear the way I feel Committed murder, with my mind I k**ed Struggling my soul is ill Tryna dodge the gates of hell Can I be different is this really my destiny Time is wasting while am looking at the misery Dancing with the devil deep inside of me Am longing for a chance to k** that part of me War and peace all together on my forehard The more I focus on myself the more I get helpless Useless I can't pay its priceless The wrong that I've done now my name is in the blacklist A black kid from Africa life in hades Nobody knows my name but I got haters Am not the greatest, just a mouthpiece Spitting bars for the One called the Prince of peace Walking home with my heart in my pocket Darkness overshadows me like I kicked the bucket I wanna make known, the living stone on my own But am scared of the unknown like my my kidney stone is gone Can my sin be forgiven? Is there a reason For a person like me not to be locked up in the prison Don't deserve forgiveness, I fornicated Don't deserve forgiveness, I masturbated Standing here, black as coal Grace and mercy came in white as crystal snow