Lately I've been trying to find my purpose
Looking at my past I can't seem to close the curtains
Staring out this gla** reminiscing
Heard my grandfather saying “boy you should have listened”
He told me I should listen to God
Never be closed minded and to keep an open heart
I just know he sitting with God
Looking down and he's saying “boy you gonna be a star”
But lately I've been stressed and depressed
Life of college student getting hard I confess
Thinking back to high school years , Get some tears
Cause I realize the worlds becoming just what I feared
I wonder who's here, I wonder who's gone
Don't wonna know that's why I never come home
And I don't usually look to Drugs for my answers but tonight I think it's gonna cure my cancer
So I'mma get gone
(Hook)
I'mma put this weed in the bong, gone
Take a couple shots of patron, gone
I just hope it all will take me home, gone
I just wonna be left alone, gone
(2nd verse)
Lately I've been trying to find my purpose
Hanging with roommates really ain't working
Cuz they just wonna party and sh**
Get drunk get high popping Molly's and sh**
I just wonna see my n***as rich, like
Let's get these videos done let's do these skits right
But I don't really think trying here it
They probably think I'm lame cause this circle I don't fit in
Third wheel Ty everywhere we go
They got some inside jokes I don't even know
Walk in the party I ain't never getting choose
Short n***as don't prosper we already know
This social life really ain't for me
And the girl that I like is always ignoring me
And I don't do d** for my answers
But tonight I think its gonna cure my cancer
So I'mma get gone
(hook)
(Verse 3)
Lately I've been trying to find my purpose
My mom said I'm lazy and I need to working
But really I just hate my f**ing job
I think dipping fry's taking orders is a waste of time
I rather write rhymes spread peace of mind
Steer my peers far away from the life crime
But really will they listen or just hear my lyrics
Overwhelmed by pressure within the teenage spirit
My rhymes reflect a pone environments
The type of perception all eyes can get
I keep my mind in the center of all arguments
Free of ignorance, my n***a it's so obvious
That my view is so clear not distorted
But you n***as hear my music with no sense of importance
And I don't look to Drugs for my answers
But tonight I think it's gonna cure my cancer
So I'mma get
(Extended version Bridge)
Gone
Take a couple shots of patron
Drown my sorrows with this bottle
k** my problems back at home
Gone
I'mma put this loud inside a bong
It'll keep me def from bullsh**
While im pushing down the chrome
Gone
Run into the wind and get blown
Floating on a cloud i just wonna be alone
Gone
So I'mma get Gone
So I'mma get Gone
So I'mma get Gone
(4th Verse)
Don't you wonna be
In the club popping bottles full throttle
With no worries or concerns about tomorrow
Don't you wonna be
Center crowd, where the people praise you now
Got you feeling like your kingdom never ever coming down
Don't you wonna be
High as ever, k**ed your downs and feeling better
Don't you wonna live your life like this forever?
Naw man i'd rather have
Mind of a visionary, very scary
Won't appreciate a n***a till I'm berried
So I'mma get