Lately I've been trying to find my purpose Looking at my past I can't seem to close the curtains Staring out this gla** reminiscing Heard my grandfather saying “boy you should have listened” He told me I should listen to God Never be closed minded and to keep an open heart I just know he sitting with God Looking down and he's saying “boy you gonna be a star” But lately I've been stressed and depressed Life of college student getting hard I confess Thinking back to high school years , Get some tears Cause I realize the worlds becoming just what I feared I wonder who's here, I wonder who's gone Don't wonna know that's why I never come home And I don't usually look to Drugs for my answers but tonight I think it's gonna cure my cancer So I'mma get gone (Hook) I'mma put this weed in the bong, gone Take a couple shots of patron, gone I just hope it all will take me home, gone I just wonna be left alone, gone (2nd verse) Lately I've been trying to find my purpose Hanging with roommates really ain't working Cuz they just wonna party and sh** Get drunk get high popping Molly's and sh** I just wonna see my n***as rich, like Let's get these videos done let's do these skits right But I don't really think trying here it They probably think I'm lame cause this circle I don't fit in Third wheel Ty everywhere we go They got some inside jokes I don't even know Walk in the party I ain't never getting choose Short n***as don't prosper we already know This social life really ain't for me And the girl that I like is always ignoring me And I don't do d** for my answers But tonight I think its gonna cure my cancer So I'mma get gone (hook) (Verse 3) Lately I've been trying to find my purpose My mom said I'm lazy and I need to working But really I just hate my f**ing job I think dipping fry's taking orders is a waste of time I rather write rhymes spread peace of mind Steer my peers far away from the life crime But really will they listen or just hear my lyrics Overwhelmed by pressure within the teenage spirit My rhymes reflect a pone environments The type of perception all eyes can get I keep my mind in the center of all arguments Free of ignorance, my n***a it's so obvious That my view is so clear not distorted But you n***as hear my music with no sense of importance And I don't look to Drugs for my answers But tonight I think it's gonna cure my cancer So I'mma get (Extended version Bridge) Gone Take a couple shots of patron Drown my sorrows with this bottle k** my problems back at home Gone I'mma put this loud inside a bong It'll keep me def from bullsh** While im pushing down the chrome Gone Run into the wind and get blown Floating on a cloud i just wonna be alone Gone So I'mma get Gone So I'mma get Gone So I'mma get Gone (4th Verse) Don't you wonna be In the club popping bottles full throttle With no worries or concerns about tomorrow Don't you wonna be Center crowd, where the people praise you now Got you feeling like your kingdom never ever coming down Don't you wonna be High as ever, k**ed your downs and feeling better Don't you wonna live your life like this forever? Naw man i'd rather have Mind of a visionary, very scary Won't appreciate a n***a till I'm berried So I'mma get