I can't seem to trigger
The pleasure sensors in my life
The blank expression that's on my face
Is it too much for you to grasp?
I've become immune to your touch
Your dumb affection that can't be felt
Your open arms and tear filled eyes
Was your ploy to get inside
No answers in your arms
I'm trying to find my smile
Co-dependency in my past
I'm trying to find my smile
No love, no more lies
I'm trying to find my smile
Smashed light, no "hope" tunnel
You break my smile
I changed my life for you
Now I changed my life from you
I changed my life for you
Now I'm changing my life from you!
I search inside myself
I'm trying to find my smile
I'm not them and I'm not you
I'm trying to find my smile
By myself, no need for love
I start to see my smile
As I stand alone
I find my smile