Tungsten - Trying To Find My Smile lyrics

I can't seem to trigger The pleasure sensors in my life The blank expression that's on my face Is it too much for you to grasp? I've become immune to your touch Your dumb affection that can't be felt Your open arms and tear filled eyes Was your ploy to get inside No answers in your arms I'm trying to find my smile Co-dependency in my past I'm trying to find my smile No love, no more lies I'm trying to find my smile Smashed light, no "hope" tunnel You break my smile I changed my life for you Now I changed my life from you I changed my life for you Now I'm changing my life from you! I search inside myself I'm trying to find my smile I'm not them and I'm not you I'm trying to find my smile By myself, no need for love I start to see my smile As I stand alone I find my smile