Hook
Why we keep losing the ones we love?
Man this life is f**ed
Put in work on the streets but don't get back much...
Used to be ga**ed up, but then I realised... Ain't nothing good bout this life. (x2)
Verse 1
Life was good, everything was bright
I had a son on the way and it's like
I was good to my girl but she left me
And took my son away for nothing, it perplexed me
It f**ing vexed me, it really upset me
Suicidal thoughts in my brain like don't tempt me
It was mad I'd only just bust a case
I was sentenced on my sons due date
I walked out of the crown court a free man
I told my bm that I ain't going in the can
I was happy, but then I got sad
Cah what she said next left me overly mad
She said "I can't be with a n***a like you
So I'm moving on and I'ma raise my yout
No contact, don't even text me"
I swear to god them words hurt me to my belly
It was difficult fam, I was on tag
I did everything possible to be a f**ing dad
But, I'm here now and I'm over it
My heart's broken, yeah it's cracked
But my love will never change and that's a fact
Hook
Why we keep losing the ones we love?
Man this life is f**ed
Put in work on the streets but don't get back much...
Used to be ga**ed up, but then I realised... Ain't nothing good bout this life. (x2)
Verse 2
Yo, I go to the gym I rep Bodyworx
Dun kno I pump iron til my body hurts
I ain't ripped yet though I'm just bulking
The weight I push could leave a big man sulking
I'm trying my best to get my life on track
I just hit the gym hard when I'm feeling kinda mad
Or when I'm feeling kinda stressed, a bit upset or feeling sad
It helps me escape the daily reality
That life's sh**, and everybody's mad at me
So I just get my head down and focus
f** taking steds fam that's bogus
This is pure hard work blud I'm natural
Back's feeling pumped cos I been training my laterals
I go hard or go home, I got the stretch marks
Hit that extra weight, flying past the benchmark
Yes, every n***a loves chest day
Benching bare weight, feeling pumped, best day
Leave the gym feeling big like an alpha male
Got sick of being skinny, tired of being weak and frail
It's been a big step regaining my confidence
My life was messy like living with incontinence
It's been a big ting changing up my diet
But I feel healthier maybe you should try it
Big man diet, eating tonnes of protein
Bare shakes aswell got me looking so lean
Strict regime, I do this ting daily
Rest at weekends to let my muscle dem recover
I treat each and everyone like a lover
Testosterone got me feeling like some He-man
I try to calm myself by bunning up the weed fam