Hook Why we keep losing the ones we love? Man this life is f**ed Put in work on the streets but don't get back much... Used to be ga**ed up, but then I realised... Ain't nothing good bout this life. (x2) Verse 1 Life was good, everything was bright I had a son on the way and it's like I was good to my girl but she left me And took my son away for nothing, it perplexed me It f**ing vexed me, it really upset me Suicidal thoughts in my brain like don't tempt me It was mad I'd only just bust a case I was sentenced on my sons due date I walked out of the crown court a free man I told my bm that I ain't going in the can I was happy, but then I got sad Cah what she said next left me overly mad She said "I can't be with a n***a like you So I'm moving on and I'ma raise my yout No contact, don't even text me" I swear to god them words hurt me to my belly It was difficult fam, I was on tag I did everything possible to be a f**ing dad But, I'm here now and I'm over it My heart's broken, yeah it's cracked But my love will never change and that's a fact Hook Why we keep losing the ones we love? Man this life is f**ed Put in work on the streets but don't get back much... Used to be ga**ed up, but then I realised... Ain't nothing good bout this life. (x2) Verse 2 Yo, I go to the gym I rep Bodyworx Dun kno I pump iron til my body hurts I ain't ripped yet though I'm just bulking The weight I push could leave a big man sulking I'm trying my best to get my life on track I just hit the gym hard when I'm feeling kinda mad Or when I'm feeling kinda stressed, a bit upset or feeling sad It helps me escape the daily reality That life's sh**, and everybody's mad at me So I just get my head down and focus f** taking steds fam that's bogus This is pure hard work blud I'm natural Back's feeling pumped cos I been training my laterals I go hard or go home, I got the stretch marks Hit that extra weight, flying past the benchmark Yes, every n***a loves chest day Benching bare weight, feeling pumped, best day Leave the gym feeling big like an alpha male Got sick of being skinny, tired of being weak and frail It's been a big step regaining my confidence My life was messy like living with incontinence It's been a big ting changing up my diet But I feel healthier maybe you should try it Big man diet, eating tonnes of protein Bare shakes aswell got me looking so lean Strict regime, I do this ting daily Rest at weekends to let my muscle dem recover I treat each and everyone like a lover Testosterone got me feeling like some He-man I try to calm myself by bunning up the weed fam