[Intro]
I try too hard at this sh**
Maybe that's the reason why I'm so lonely...
Yeah!
[Verse 1]
Ever since the day I was born I wanted to be successful
But oh no, my life is so stressful
Just trying to find a way to fit in
But I've been rejected like time and again
I try to be someone I'm not
But obviously my efforts are for not
This is the reason why I'm such a disgrace
It's because I've been obviously displaced
I used to enjoy making the beats and the rhymes
But then I can't even sell them for dimes
Because they don't take my career seriously
What I make all the beats legitimately
How the f** you even figure man?
I can't even pull the trigger?
When it comes to this rap sh**? Man I'm legit at this
My parents taught me never to give up
But then again, how can I give two f**s?
[Prelude]
Never give up is what they taught me
Even though I slur my words around like a southerner and have a speech impediment
Yeah
I'm doubting that man...
I try too hard at this sh**
Yeah!
[Verse 2]
I have too many choruses, too many beats
Not enough originality, non-amazing feats
How the f** can you even figure? I'm just doing what they taught me to do
I have me some knowledge since day two...
Of my lifespan...
And I have autism so god damn
It's like I'm effective combination in terms of creativity...
But somehow you ain't feelin' me...
Why because I try too hard to push the sh** out?
Talk about the lifestyle and then I let you down
I can't help to let you down, this is who I am...
I make the music for me, god damn
Not you, not anybody else
I have creative integrity so you can go to hell
Can you please tell me what I'm supposed to do?
You can't, well f** you dude