​tpk - I Try Too Hard lyrics

[Intro] I try too hard at this sh** Maybe that's the reason why I'm so lonely... Yeah! [Verse 1] Ever since the day I was born I wanted to be successful But oh no, my life is so stressful Just trying to find a way to fit in But I've been rejected like time and again I try to be someone I'm not But obviously my efforts are for not This is the reason why I'm such a disgrace It's because I've been obviously displaced I used to enjoy making the beats and the rhymes But then I can't even sell them for dimes Because they don't take my career seriously What I make all the beats legitimately How the f** you even figure man? I can't even pull the trigger? When it comes to this rap sh**? Man I'm legit at this My parents taught me never to give up But then again, how can I give two f**s? [Prelude] Never give up is what they taught me Even though I slur my words around like a southerner and have a speech impediment Yeah I'm doubting that man... I try too hard at this sh** Yeah! [Verse 2] I have too many choruses, too many beats Not enough originality, non-amazing feats How the f** can you even figure? I'm just doing what they taught me to do I have me some knowledge since day two... Of my lifespan... And I have autism so god damn It's like I'm effective combination in terms of creativity... But somehow you ain't feelin' me... Why because I try too hard to push the sh** out? Talk about the lifestyle and then I let you down I can't help to let you down, this is who I am... I make the music for me, god damn Not you, not anybody else I have creative integrity so you can go to hell Can you please tell me what I'm supposed to do? You can't, well f** you dude