[Verse 1: JayHawk]
I'm searching for soul
Trying to keep my mind off of searching for gold
And searching for hoes
I'm out here working
Until I ain't got nothing left
Though I love a woman's flesh
I'm trying to be the f**ing best
I won't settle for nothing less
Punching in these clocks until they picking me with checks
See I almost went back in 10'
I told my daddy hold on
I got some things to do out here before I go home
Starting to see sh** a lot different now that I'm grown
Trying to leave these mini marriages alone
Because I got one life to live
And I'll be damned if Linda son
Take his one life
And give it up to one night and some hype
This is why I ask every time this is fun right?
Because mamma told me make sure that everyone get done right
And if my time is calling I ain't answering the phone yet
Real sh** I ain't ready to go home yet
Naw
[Hook: Mel]
[Verse 2: Mel]
[Hook]
[Verse 3: Dorian]
Roaming across this desert
Pondering my relevance
Asking the Maker for peace
Jammin the elements
Searching for shining stars
Wondering the reason
That I'm in this season
Could I live my life on mars?
I feel so depleted
Don't know if I'll ever rest
En route to this treasure chest
My face to the ceiling
Knees to the floor
I need a spiritual healing
Ain't sleeping no more
If I ain't eating no more
I can't keep preaching no more
I guess I'll never rest
Though I know what's in that treasure chest
I doubt I'm completed...
I can't get complacent when I know I could stop breathing
Why dream of a mountain when you could stand on the mountain top?
I need to achieve baby it feeds me
I saw it all in a dream baby believe it
Life ain't all that it seems
Gotta get this cream
It just part of the thing
I need you just like you need me...
Don't leave me