[Verse 1: JayHawk] I'm searching for soul Trying to keep my mind off of searching for gold And searching for hoes I'm out here working Until I ain't got nothing left Though I love a woman's flesh I'm trying to be the f**ing best I won't settle for nothing less Punching in these clocks until they picking me with checks See I almost went back in 10' I told my daddy hold on I got some things to do out here before I go home Starting to see sh** a lot different now that I'm grown Trying to leave these mini marriages alone Because I got one life to live And I'll be damned if Linda son Take his one life And give it up to one night and some hype This is why I ask every time this is fun right? Because mamma told me make sure that everyone get done right And if my time is calling I ain't answering the phone yet Real sh** I ain't ready to go home yet Naw [Hook: Mel] [Verse 2: Mel] [Hook] [Verse 3: Dorian] Roaming across this desert Pondering my relevance Asking the Maker for peace Jammin the elements Searching for shining stars Wondering the reason That I'm in this season Could I live my life on mars? I feel so depleted Don't know if I'll ever rest En route to this treasure chest My face to the ceiling Knees to the floor I need a spiritual healing Ain't sleeping no more If I ain't eating no more I can't keep preaching no more I guess I'll never rest Though I know what's in that treasure chest I doubt I'm completed... I can't get complacent when I know I could stop breathing Why dream of a mountain when you could stand on the mountain top? I need to achieve baby it feeds me I saw it all in a dream baby believe it Life ain't all that it seems Gotta get this cream It just part of the thing I need you just like you need me... Don't leave me