It comes back to me
Like pieces of a dream I can't remember
And I don't think you took a breath
From March until September
When they sat me down and upped the dose
Said, "Son, tell us what to do?
This isn't only k**ing you
This isn't only k**ing you"
They say rats in your sinking ships
I think that you could learn something from rats
Ask them in your traps
Have you ever seen the stars
Just after the rain?
Have you ever seen the stars
Through someone else's pain?
Have you ever blacked out
With nothing in your veins?
Have you ever blacked out?
No
These days I wake up
With silver sparklers burning in my eyes
These days these days I wake up
With silver sparklers burning in my eyes
I was standing on a hill
I was on the phone with hell
I was hoping to hear something
I could understand
When I saw you walking up the road
Your love and desperation
Lighting up your face
I think it cost a dime
These days I wake up
With silver sparklers burning in my eyes
(These days, these days)
(I wake up with silver sparklers burning in my eyes)
These days these days I wake up
With silver sparklers burning in my eyes
(These days, these days)
(I wake up with silver sparklers burning in my eyes)
Oh, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I am sorry
Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I am sorry
I'm sorry