It comes back to me Like pieces of a dream I can't remember And I don't think you took a breath From March until September When they sat me down and upped the dose Said, "Son, tell us what to do? This isn't only k**ing you This isn't only k**ing you" They say rats in your sinking ships I think that you could learn something from rats Ask them in your traps Have you ever seen the stars Just after the rain? Have you ever seen the stars Through someone else's pain? Have you ever blacked out With nothing in your veins? Have you ever blacked out? No These days I wake up With silver sparklers burning in my eyes These days these days I wake up With silver sparklers burning in my eyes I was standing on a hill I was on the phone with hell I was hoping to hear something I could understand When I saw you walking up the road Your love and desperation Lighting up your face I think it cost a dime These days I wake up With silver sparklers burning in my eyes (These days, these days) (I wake up with silver sparklers burning in my eyes) These days these days I wake up With silver sparklers burning in my eyes (These days, these days) (I wake up with silver sparklers burning in my eyes) Oh, oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I am sorry Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god, I am sorry I'm sorry