[Intro]
Seeing you was so bittersweet, I almost died
My heart jumped, but I kept screaming "Why?"
And I almost thought that I could change the past
And I almost, but that never really lasts
Oh, and I'm shot
Oh baby, I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting you
[Chorus]
And I hope you notice
And could come around
Cos I always blow it
And run it into the ground
The silence keeps me frozen
And you won't make a sound
So I hope you know it
Screaming man down
[Boyhood]
You know how everyone's always saying "Seize the moment?"
"I don't know, I'm kinda thinking it's the other way around
You know, like the moment seizes us
[Verse]
Uh, and I'll only say this one time
The headlines won't get none
of my time, yeah I'm lying
Cos I still can't find out
Why I'm so divided
Replay those few days over
Somehow I'll find it
Somewhere in the words
When you leant on my shoulder
I might act distant
But I swear that it's not over
I don't wanna hear it but I gotta know
Yeah I just gotta know
Is there a reason
Do you care if I'm still breathing
Or am I insane?
For thinking we could've made it
Oh baby, we could've made it
[Chorus]
Oh baby, I'm shot
But I'm not
Whatever you wanted
Forever just wanting
You
You
[Outro]
But you will never know it
Cos I'm just way too proud
Hide behind my ego
Block the whole world out
And these words, they don't come easy
And they don't come loud
So you'll never know it
Screaming man down
I just saw God
I just saw God
Outside the liquor store
He told me I was lost
Lost