[Intro] Seeing you was so bittersweet, I almost died My heart jumped, but I kept screaming "Why?" And I almost thought that I could change the past And I almost, but that never really lasts Oh, and I'm shot Oh baby, I'm shot But I'm not Whatever you wanted Forever just wanting you [Chorus] And I hope you notice And could come around Cos I always blow it And run it into the ground The silence keeps me frozen And you won't make a sound So I hope you know it Screaming man down [Boyhood] You know how everyone's always saying "Seize the moment?" "I don't know, I'm kinda thinking it's the other way around You know, like the moment seizes us [Verse] Uh, and I'll only say this one time The headlines won't get none of my time, yeah I'm lying Cos I still can't find out Why I'm so divided Replay those few days over Somehow I'll find it Somewhere in the words When you leant on my shoulder I might act distant But I swear that it's not over I don't wanna hear it but I gotta know Yeah I just gotta know Is there a reason Do you care if I'm still breathing Or am I insane? For thinking we could've made it Oh baby, we could've made it [Chorus] Oh baby, I'm shot But I'm not Whatever you wanted Forever just wanting You You [Outro] But you will never know it Cos I'm just way too proud Hide behind my ego Block the whole world out And these words, they don't come easy And they don't come loud So you'll never know it Screaming man down I just saw God I just saw God Outside the liquor store He told me I was lost Lost