[Verse 1]
I think I lost my mind a while ago
Because I've been seeing some ghosts
And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine
But I lie
Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud
I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout
Like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet
Sight blurred I'm walkin dazed, girl I'm f**ing faded
Or maybe wasted, i can't remember how it happened
Oh I dont know my limits at all
I'm sinking down into my thoughts
Oh my god
[Chorus]
But so what if I drank too much
This ain't love, it's just a firefight
And even if it's not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down
Girl you know im drowning
And I keep goin down
But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not
[Verse 2]
It's friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many words I said
When I should've said nothing at all
At all, uh
I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could have been
You were never even really here
But still we are spinning, just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started, but it dont get easier
I am drowning and liquor and apathy will be the d**h of me
[Chorus]
But so what if i drank too much
This ain't love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down
[Outro]
Last time
This is the last time