The Eden Project - Drowning. lyrics

[Verse 1] I think I lost my mind a while ago Because I've been seeing some ghosts And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine But I lie Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud I've seen you cry but I've never seen you shout Like a hurricane, these shots dont ricochet Sight blurred I'm walkin dazed, girl I'm f**ing faded Or maybe wasted, i can't remember how it happened Oh I dont know my limits at all I'm sinking down into my thoughts Oh my god [Chorus] But so what if I drank too much This ain't love, it's just a firefight And even if it's not enough I'll say it once I swear I never lied But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time You'll ever bring me down Girl you know im drowning And I keep goin down But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not [Verse 2] It's friendly fire and sunlight The aftermath of one too many words I said When I should've said nothing at all At all, uh I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could have been You were never even really here But still we are spinning, just liars and cheaters Right back where we started, but it dont get easier I am drowning and liquor and apathy will be the d**h of me [Chorus] But so what if i drank too much This ain't love, its just a firefight And even if its not enough I'll say it once I swear I never lied But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time But this is the last time You'll ever bring me down [Outro] Last time This is the last time