Verse 1 [Tactix]
Story of your life/ me sitting in da window
Trying to visualize/ paint the picture with a pistol
Everything we've been through/ hard to believe that you really gone
But I've never hurt you/ how the hell you gon live me though
I'm crying in my sleep/ and I'm cold hearted like reptiles
Hard to even speak/ I shut them out with my cold eyes
I don't live/ busy contemplating suicide
Going all weak/ as I try to take my own life
Maybe god will let me in if I go hard
If I spit bars to resurrect your soul now
Maybe (Imma bex2) like I'm Black Eyed Peas
And break the peace/ and lay your soul to rest
As I break down
Ha! My heart numb as I miss you
I don't wana lie, I felt lost when I lost you
Ha! I take pride that I saw you
So I'm gonna cry till the whole world start to feel you
Chorus [Tactix]
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
Your eyes closed, your mind froze
You went cold, there you go
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
My eyes closed, my heart froze
I went cold, there I go
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
Our eyes closed, our hearts froze
We went cold, there we go
Verse 2 [Tactix]
I should've been a responsible father if I loved you
Should've taken care of you, before you left my side too
Should've been/ would've been, but I'll never get to hold you
Should've been a soldier/ a general to hold you down
How I wish I could've known you now
Played you all my underground tapes, to blow you out
There's no you now/ and now I'm going out of my mind
I hold you/ but you disappear/ I scream out loud
God damnit!
My soul is a dish for da evil/
But I'll never take pride/ in losing all my people
Go In it!
Coz I know we equal/
And I'll never stand aside/ I ma be your hero
Ah!
Dear God I hope you hear me
Coz I swear in the name of my granny, my daddy and my lost son
I ma stay strong, protect my tribe by all yo!
I ma blow it all/ take the world by a wild storm
Chorus [Tactix]
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
Your eyes closed, your mind froze
You went cold, there you go
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
My eyes closed, my heart froze
I went cold, there I go
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
Our eyes closed, our hearts froze
We went cold, there we go
Verse 3[Tactix]
Your mommy miss you man/
Your granny crying every night/ trying to get a hand
We still shocked on how you left with a perfect plan
It wasn't meant to be, but God knows everything
You took your small bags, and packed/ and you left us here
Well I hope you good up there/ say Hi! To dad up there
I know you watching down on me, every time I try to run
Every time I try to speak and try to build this Bodaline
Well big brother got a son now, it's all good
At least I'll be proud to be called, uncle number 2
If I pull through, I ma meet God in the spirit too
So I'll stay true to the sh** that could mimic you
Ah!
I don't wana fall so just pick me up
Pick me up from the pieces of life/ that could just break me up
I gotta rise/ I gotta fight/ I gotta bring it hard son
I gotta smile/ I gotta love/ I gotta do it all son
Chorus [Tactix]
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
Your eyes closed, your mind froze
You went cold, there you go
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
My eyes closed, my heart froze
I went cold, there I go
“I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you”
Our eyes closed, our hearts froze
We went cold, there we go