Verse 1 [Tactix] Story of your life/ me sitting in da window Trying to visualize/ paint the picture with a pistol Everything we've been through/ hard to believe that you really gone But I've never hurt you/ how the hell you gon live me though I'm crying in my sleep/ and I'm cold hearted like reptiles Hard to even speak/ I shut them out with my cold eyes I don't live/ busy contemplating suicide Going all weak/ as I try to take my own life Maybe god will let me in if I go hard If I spit bars to resurrect your soul now Maybe (Imma bex2) like I'm Black Eyed Peas And break the peace/ and lay your soul to rest As I break down Ha! My heart numb as I miss you I don't wana lie, I felt lost when I lost you Ha! I take pride that I saw you So I'm gonna cry till the whole world start to feel you Chorus [Tactix] “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” Your eyes closed, your mind froze You went cold, there you go “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” My eyes closed, my heart froze I went cold, there I go “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” Our eyes closed, our hearts froze We went cold, there we go Verse 2 [Tactix] I should've been a responsible father if I loved you Should've taken care of you, before you left my side too Should've been/ would've been, but I'll never get to hold you Should've been a soldier/ a general to hold you down How I wish I could've known you now Played you all my underground tapes, to blow you out There's no you now/ and now I'm going out of my mind I hold you/ but you disappear/ I scream out loud God damnit! My soul is a dish for da evil/ But I'll never take pride/ in losing all my people Go In it! Coz I know we equal/ And I'll never stand aside/ I ma be your hero Ah! Dear God I hope you hear me Coz I swear in the name of my granny, my daddy and my lost son I ma stay strong, protect my tribe by all yo! I ma blow it all/ take the world by a wild storm Chorus [Tactix] “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” Your eyes closed, your mind froze You went cold, there you go “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” My eyes closed, my heart froze I went cold, there I go “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” Our eyes closed, our hearts froze We went cold, there we go Verse 3[Tactix] Your mommy miss you man/ Your granny crying every night/ trying to get a hand We still shocked on how you left with a perfect plan It wasn't meant to be, but God knows everything You took your small bags, and packed/ and you left us here Well I hope you good up there/ say Hi! To dad up there I know you watching down on me, every time I try to run Every time I try to speak and try to build this Bodaline Well big brother got a son now, it's all good At least I'll be proud to be called, uncle number 2 If I pull through, I ma meet God in the spirit too So I'll stay true to the sh** that could mimic you Ah! I don't wana fall so just pick me up Pick me up from the pieces of life/ that could just break me up I gotta rise/ I gotta fight/ I gotta bring it hard son I gotta smile/ I gotta love/ I gotta do it all son Chorus [Tactix] “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” Your eyes closed, your mind froze You went cold, there you go “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” My eyes closed, my heart froze I went cold, there I go “I don't wana fall to pieces/ I just wana sit and stare at you” Our eyes closed, our hearts froze We went cold, there we go