And I never was quite there
And you needed everything
That I pretended to be
But you were so special
I swear there was something
Better than me
My skin came loose
My bones poured out
Left was my muscle encasing my soul
But you were so special
I'd swear you were someone
That could make me whole
The whole of myself now that she is dead
And I swear you're worth more
Than the price on her head
And I'm never quite here
When they all need this shoulder
To cry on
To die on
To write me a letter in hopes I'll feel better
That I was so special
And I made you happy
So happy and violent
So burn me your incense
Inside you I've broken
From words never spoken
But written for healing
I stare at the ceiling
And wonder why I have always been here
But I never was quite there
When you needed everything
That I pretended to be
But you were so special
I swear you'll find something better than me