And I never was quite there And you needed everything That I pretended to be But you were so special I swear there was something Better than me My skin came loose My bones poured out Left was my muscle encasing my soul But you were so special I'd swear you were someone That could make me whole The whole of myself now that she is dead And I swear you're worth more Than the price on her head And I'm never quite here When they all need this shoulder To cry on To die on To write me a letter in hopes I'll feel better That I was so special And I made you happy So happy and violent So burn me your incense Inside you I've broken From words never spoken But written for healing I stare at the ceiling And wonder why I have always been here But I never was quite there When you needed everything That I pretended to be But you were so special I swear you'll find something better than me