[Verse 1: Pablo Falbru]
I can't face reality this time
So I'll contest my fate tonight
If things don't change, is this my destiny?
I must erase my insecurities
[Hook]
Consumed by my thoughts
My mind it slips away
A thin line is drawn
I think I've gone insane
I don't know lust from love
It all feels the same
When will things change?
Or will it always be this way?
[Verse 2: Sur5ILL]
My country don't know I'm a liar
Training won't require that I'm not for hire to the highest buyer
Provided a disguise I'd be hiding on the fly
They confided in my lies while I'm spying on the spies
A secret's not a secret if I'm the one that keeps it
I'm proposed a briefcase in exchange if I can leak it
Allegiance to cash flow is luring me
The notion of National Security's a bastion of obscurity
Moviegoers would suppose I'm a Double-O
The f** does the public know about a subtle ghost?
And I never ever leave clues, blood, or both
And I never botch mission undercover so
I have a dozen pa**ports
I had to flee and use one of them after I bludgeoned my last corpse
Here's some math for you stupid laymen:
I'm more than single, less than triple, and half of quadruple Agent
[Hook]
[Refrain]
Don't let it be this way
It won't always be this way
It can't always be this way