[Verse 1: Pablo Falbru] I can't face reality this time So I'll contest my fate tonight If things don't change, is this my destiny? I must erase my insecurities [Hook] Consumed by my thoughts My mind it slips away A thin line is drawn I think I've gone insane I don't know lust from love It all feels the same When will things change? Or will it always be this way? [Verse 2: Sur5ILL] My country don't know I'm a liar Training won't require that I'm not for hire to the highest buyer Provided a disguise I'd be hiding on the fly They confided in my lies while I'm spying on the spies A secret's not a secret if I'm the one that keeps it I'm proposed a briefcase in exchange if I can leak it Allegiance to cash flow is luring me The notion of National Security's a bastion of obscurity Moviegoers would suppose I'm a Double-O The f** does the public know about a subtle ghost? And I never ever leave clues, blood, or both And I never botch mission undercover so I have a dozen pa**ports I had to flee and use one of them after I bludgeoned my last corpse Here's some math for you stupid laymen: I'm more than single, less than triple, and half of quadruple Agent [Hook] [Refrain] Don't let it be this way It won't always be this way It can't always be this way