[Verse 1]
For the next thirty minutes I will be okay
Even though I spent the last hour over your grave
Now it's making sense as you smile and you wave
That there was no reason for me to stay
So I kept quiet through irrational rage
Until the curtain call when we were on stage
And I guess we'd eventually be on the same page
And say it's okay
I'm tired of holding on, yeah
Holding on to pain
Forgetting first names
Turning to d**
[Chorus]
Well I thought, I thought I'd fall into a state
That often can not translate
The memory, well it's too late to [?]
I spent this last year on autopilot
[Verse 2]
For the next three years I'll riding this wave
Even though it keeps on crashing
I will try and be safe
Now it's all making sense as you pull out of the driveway
That there's no reason for you to see it my way
Holding on to pain
Forgetting first names
Turning to d**
[Chorus]
Well I thought, I thought I'd fall into a state
That often can not translate
The memory, well it's too late to [?]
I spent this last year on autopilot
[Bridge]
I think I might have lost all my faith
When I woke up in a different state
I know I had a lot more to prove
I just didn't know what to do
I think I might have lost my way
When I woke up to a different face
I don't mind that I'm losing control
(Memory, think I lost it
I am so [?])
I don't think that I know who I am anymore
([?])
I don't mind that I'm losing control
(Memory, think I lost it
I am so [?])
I don't think that I know who I am anymore
([?])