Sundressed - Autopilot lyrics

[Verse 1] For the next thirty minutes I will be okay Even though I spent the last hour over your grave Now it's making sense as you smile and you wave That there was no reason for me to stay So I kept quiet through irrational rage Until the curtain call when we were on stage And I guess we'd eventually be on the same page And say it's okay I'm tired of holding on, yeah Holding on to pain Forgetting first names Turning to d** [Chorus] Well I thought, I thought I'd fall into a state That often can not translate The memory, well it's too late to [?] I spent this last year on autopilot [Verse 2] For the next three years I'll riding this wave Even though it keeps on crashing I will try and be safe Now it's all making sense as you pull out of the driveway That there's no reason for you to see it my way Holding on to pain Forgetting first names Turning to d** [Chorus] Well I thought, I thought I'd fall into a state That often can not translate The memory, well it's too late to [?] I spent this last year on autopilot [Bridge] I think I might have lost all my faith When I woke up in a different state I know I had a lot more to prove I just didn't know what to do I think I might have lost my way When I woke up to a different face I don't mind that I'm losing control (Memory, think I lost it I am so [?]) I don't think that I know who I am anymore ([?]) I don't mind that I'm losing control (Memory, think I lost it I am so [?]) I don't think that I know who I am anymore ([?])