{Verse 1: T shan}
So dazed and confused with a lot of things to say
Open my mouth but the words won't escape
I fall forward through the steps back
Too much trauma makes the bones snap
Cigarette burns in my damn skin
I don’t even smoke (a racing heart might cease to)
Cigarette burns in my damn skin
I don't even smoke (a racing heart might cease to)
{Verse 2: SuiSai}
Exist anymore
Need a reset a do over
The thought of all those frozen days
Turn tears to ice in a heartbeat
Try to just forget but memories keep
Holding that thought of
Every little thing that I ever fu*ked up
A sickness, a disease
Now I can't stand to think
I’d rather numb myself its like a shield
{Bridge: SuiSai}
For everything falling apart
Try to pick back up the pieces
Wake up in the morning
For all of the people that you let down
That were counting on you to come back
{Interlude: SuiSai}
A nightmare, it's haunting
Never wake up, no morning
No sunrise just ashes
Floating off in the wind
{Verse 2: SuiSai}
The thought of all those frozen days
Turn tears to ice in a heartbeat
Try to just forget but memories keep
Holding that thought of
Every little thing that I ever fu*ked up
A sickness a disease
Now I can't stand to think
I'd rather numb
Myself it's like a shield
{Bridge: SuiSai}
For everything falling apart
Try to pick back up the pieces