SuiSai - element lyrics

{Verse 1: T shan} So dazed and confused with a lot of things to say Open my mouth but the words won't escape I fall forward through the steps back Too much trauma makes the bones snap Cigarette burns in my damn skin I don’t even smoke (a racing heart might cease to) Cigarette burns in my damn skin I don't even smoke (a racing heart might cease to) {Verse 2: SuiSai} Exist anymore Need a reset a do over The thought of all those frozen days Turn tears to ice in a heartbeat Try to just forget but memories keep Holding that thought of Every little thing that I ever fu*ked up A sickness, a disease Now I can't stand to think I’d rather numb myself its like a shield {Bridge: SuiSai} For everything falling apart Try to pick back up the pieces Wake up in the morning For all of the people that you let down That were counting on you to come back {Interlude: SuiSai} A nightmare, it's haunting Never wake up, no morning No sunrise just ashes Floating off in the wind {Verse 2: SuiSai} The thought of all those frozen days Turn tears to ice in a heartbeat Try to just forget but memories keep Holding that thought of Every little thing that I ever fu*ked up A sickness a disease Now I can't stand to think I'd rather numb Myself it's like a shield {Bridge: SuiSai} For everything falling apart Try to pick back up the pieces