Sorry momma that i made you cry
Never apologized for that Christmas night
Thought that i was gonna die
All these d** but it couldn't take my life
Thank you lord
Thank you lord
But i'm still takin these d**
Can you please open the doors
Can you please show me the light
Shoulda stook to Mary Jane f** all of that dirty sprite
Please don't believe the hype
Please don't believe these n***as sooner or later they gon die
We ain't eva had a life
Ms Jane i am sorry for choosin ms codeine
But the high is so good and now i am a fiend
And now i am nothing
Turn nothing to something
f** everybody no friends that was just a dream
I'm that lonely mothaf**a
I been drownin in depression but ain't eva been a s**a
Tell these n***as shut the f** up
They ain't makin any noise
Claimin that they got the toys
But be runnin to the boys
Why they runnin to the boys
But i'll give a shout out to my n***a tank
One of my n***as that still hasn't forgotten me
Tell him that i'm doin fine but still addicted to the lean
And when is blackout comin back that was them better days
Melo came thru almost every single day
Nooch came thru every time he had a break
We had the best producer shout out to my n***a jay
Went to mikes house every single Friday
Now i'm on my lonely
Antisocial
Takin all these d** now i'm feelin like a zombie
Dead and alive at the same time
Do the same crimes
Have the same vibes
Yea i have the same vibes
Yes i live in the projects
Struggle hard struggle hard boy i've been the reject
Boy i've been neglected
Boy i've been dissected
Every time i open my mouth i am shunned
After that i fall to d**
After that i fall in love
After that i hope i find a gun
But never find that gun
So my words become my bullets
And the mic becomes my victim
I am trapped inside this system
You can tell by the way that i'm thinkin
n***as claim they shooters but ain't eva on the court
n***as swear they ballin buyin sh** they can't afford
Lost minds in disguise ain't none of this right
Thotties over women got these young kids feelin right
Yes i like my women cla**y
Up in cla** independent you ain't gotta ask me
Good girl that goes bad in the bed sheets
Lookin s**y
Who the f** said wearin less makes you s**y
Girl you got the right mind
So just act right
Forget about love and just do you
All these shows programmed you to want a prince
Shawty you can be yo prince
And you can be the sh**
Don't degrade yourself for likes on the gram
Cause people treat you by the way you see yourself
That's some real sh**
I ain't no republican i ain't no democrat
We need a rebellion we the new age b**h
f** that old age sh**
Yes i feel ageless
Playin no game sh**
Bout k** all my stress on my kurt cobain sh**
I been stressin for too long hidin all my pain b**h
Now i let it pour out f** that goin dumb sh**
And i've been needin this
Cause i've been poppin all these pills and i dont feel like sh**
Everyday i stay home and i try to make a hit
Everyday i stay home and i try to make a hit
I've been lonely all my life
And i dont think that ima eva survive
I question everything and never fall to the hype
Shoutout to my n***a pro and shoutout to snipe
Shoutout stain
He understood withdrawals and my pain
I miss meli and alfredo
I miss meli and alfredo