I think I'm going insane
Running this through my brain
I wish I could just feel safe
For once in my life
I know it's never been hard
To keep the blood in my heart
I just never held it all inside like this before
But I'm ready to let it go
So say what you want to say now
That I'm your liability
'Cause you don't really wanna go or stay
But I don't care 'cause I don't want you near me
'Cause I wanna run
And you wanna watch me fall apart
And I just wanna feel something
More than just myself
I get so bent out of shape
But you won't get me to break
I just thought of you as more, as something real to me
But it's showing that I was wrong
The end is only the beginning of this mess
I am so sick of waging a war in the dark
I gave you my heart
Waging a war in the dark I gave you my heart
And I can't get back to the start
When I gave you my heart and I wanna know
I wanna know what it's like just to be with you
I wanna know what it's like to be with you