I snapped, I no longer give a crap
I know i'm dope when i write a rap
So here I go again in my head running another lap
I wished I could of just snapped for so long
Only took my whole life going wrong!
Hate on me cuz I believe in the bong
While I jam out to a Chief Greenbud song
The old me is dead and gone
Don't pretend you miss me now, you never did for so long
Family telling me what i'm doing is wrong
What the f** do you even know what i'm trying to do?
Only if you f**s really knew
Lets start with my family
Claim your family, but you done nothing to support me
All you do is try to dis on me
When i'm not around i bet you talk sh** on me
Is it cause i'm no longer the little kid you remember?
I'm changed forever
When will my rampage stop? Never!
All i ever asked for was your support
Instead all you did was report
Trying to tare down my stoner games fort
I don't know who I love more
All my haters or my family that are traitors
I'll feed your a**es to the gators
Then go back to watch the 49er's stomp the raiders
Then play me some space invaders
Why didn't I ever get a Like?
All i tried to do is what i thought was right
Now I'm Always so up tight
Like i'm ready to always get into a fight
Staying up till the middle of the night
Fighting with this fright, fright of not making it
Failing to my wife, my son, fright i failed at life
To the point i wanna grab me a knife
And send my a** the after life
We all know life ain't fair
So much stress, I don't know how i still have any hair
Why didn't No one ever try to share?
Its why I no longer care
To you this company was nothing
It was my EVERYTHING to me!
My kid's future, my family being saved from poverty
But i'm slowly accepting the reality
Not many mother f**ers can
Understand my mentality
My family taring at me like
Were playing mortal kombat
Ready to do a fatality
Or just keep beating me down till
They get a brutality
I'm leaving behind all you germs
And i'm leaving on my own terms
Just feed me to worms
Cause i lost the value in life
Like I said i just wanna grab the knife
Snuff out my own life
And go see my real homies & family in the after life
I just can't do it, To much at stake
I gotta prove to all you f**s i'm not fake..
But I have to much sh** left to do in this hellish place
I'm one lyrical rapper that'll be hard to chase
Plus i'm afraid when i close my eye's to do it
I'll see my wife and 3 kid's face
And that's a memory I REFUSE to erase