Stona - Snapped lyrics

I snapped, I no longer give a crap I know i'm dope when i write a rap So here I go again in my head running another lap I wished I could of just snapped for so long Only took my whole life going wrong! Hate on me cuz I believe in the bong While I jam out to a Chief Greenbud​ song The old me is dead and gone Don't pretend you miss me now, you never did for so long Family telling me what i'm doing is wrong What the f** do you even know what i'm trying to do? Only if you f**s really knew Lets start with my family Claim your family, but you done nothing to support me All you do is try to dis on me When i'm not around i bet you talk sh** on me Is it cause i'm no longer the little kid you remember? I'm changed forever When will my rampage stop? Never! All i ever asked for was your support Instead all you did was report Trying to tare down my stoner games fort I don't know who I love more All my haters or my family that are traitors I'll feed your a**es to the gators Then go back to watch the 49er's stomp the raiders Then play me some space invaders Why didn't I ever get a Like? All i tried to do is what i thought was right Now I'm Always so up tight Like i'm ready to always get into a fight Staying up till the middle of the night Fighting with this fright, fright of not making it Failing to my wife, my son, fright i failed at life To the point i wanna grab me a knife And send my a** the after life We all know life ain't fair So much stress, I don't know how i still have any hair Why didn't No one ever try to share? Its why I no longer care To you this company was nothing It was my EVERYTHING to me! My kid's future, my family being saved from poverty But i'm slowly accepting the reality Not many mother f**ers can Understand my mentality My family taring at me like Were playing mortal kombat Ready to do a fatality Or just keep beating me down till They get a brutality I'm leaving behind all you germs And i'm leaving on my own terms Just feed me to worms Cause i lost the value in life Like I said i just wanna grab the knife Snuff out my own life And go see my real homies & family in the after life I just can't do it, To much at stake I gotta prove to all you f**s i'm not fake.. But I have to much sh** left to do in this hellish place I'm one lyrical rapper that'll be hard to chase Plus i'm afraid when i close my eye's to do it I'll see my wife and 3 kid's face And that's a memory I REFUSE to erase