Our paths was fated
Look at what we created
I don't know why I'm so hated
Many think i'm uneducated, while i sat back and get medicated
Who know me sees i'm dedicated, they just stand back
Having my back. as i sit back writing this garbage i call rap. wondering what day will i finally snap, and stop giving a crap
Bouncing back to writing this crap, or back to making a video game
Trying so hard to make myself a name
I'm not in this game for fame
Can I trade you my broken brain?
I just want to know if someone out there feels the same
I wanna feel like I haven't gone insane
I wanna feel what it feels like not to feel pain
You wanna cross my line
Let me take you to the darkest parts of my mind
Where all my Demons are easy to find
Demons that never seem to cease
Telling me "its Your fault that most of Your family is deceased
Its why no matter how hard you try no one seem's be pleased
Treating you like A f**in disease"
When all I aimed to do was to please
So here I fall to my knee's
Begging anyone that will listen, listen to me please
I don't know if i'm depressed
If i'm aiming for success or making my life a living mess
My life is a mess and i need help fast
Why can't no one see past my mask?
Living life shouldn't be such a hard task
Will i ever win or always be in dead last?
I'm so scared but no one can see beyond my front
Its why i'm always smoking a blunt
Always actin like a c*nt
Till the day i'm number one and this life i won
Blah! f** this rap i'm done