Stona - Relentless Demons lyrics

Our paths was fated Look at what we created I don't know why I'm so hated Many think i'm uneducated, while i sat back and get medicated Who know me sees i'm dedicated, they just stand back Having my back. as i sit back writing this garbage i call rap. wondering what day will i finally snap, and stop giving a crap Bouncing back to writing this crap, or back to making a video game Trying so hard to make myself a name I'm not in this game for fame Can I trade you my broken brain? I just want to know if someone out there feels the same I wanna feel like I haven't gone insane I wanna feel what it feels like not to feel pain You wanna cross my line Let me take you to the darkest parts of my mind Where all my Demons are easy to find Demons that never seem to cease Telling me "its Your fault that most of Your family is deceased Its why no matter how hard you try no one seem's be pleased Treating you like A f**in disease" When all I aimed to do was to please So here I fall to my knee's Begging anyone that will listen, listen to me please I don't know if i'm depressed If i'm aiming for success or making my life a living mess My life is a mess and i need help fast Why can't no one see past my mask? Living life shouldn't be such a hard task Will i ever win or always be in dead last? I'm so scared but no one can see beyond my front Its why i'm always smoking a blunt Always actin like a c*nt Till the day i'm number one and this life i won Blah! f** this rap i'm done