I'm back
Back to cutting back to smoking
Back to being me
I cut, i bleed, it hurts no more
I won't do this no more for no who*e
I wanna be something i'm not
I want to be accepted i wanna be skinny
Tired of being decepted & used
To the point of being abused
If it takes me to meth & takes my final breath
Then let it
I don't care
As long as i can share what i never shared before
Why can't no one understand?
To comprehend what i want is easy
Waiting for a friend that's not sleazy
My heart dead at its core
I can't take this anymore
I wanted love so much, it bunched my life up
Letting girls stab at my heart
& tare it apart
Now i think its time to let you see
How much i hate being me
I cried so much, it put me to sleep
To numb my pain i cut so deep
I hate waking up
Knowing i'm going to hate today
But this is my way of living
The me now hate's the me i have became