What do i have to do just to impress you?
Only if you actually knew
How much of my life i sacrificed away all just for you
I don't know if you knew
But I been on a conquest to change my families fate
And my god its been 1 hell of a test. i been giving it my best
But i feel like all you have for me is hate
And to you i'm just a pest
I can't make up for what i done in my past
And i'm sorry for what ever i done, i just hope its not to late
I swear all i do is slave away
Since the day my little brother pa**ed away
Hoping some day that this crazy dream of mine will pay
Then maybe you all will finally hear what i have to say
I know since "Pa & Day", died, the pain was so hard to hide
Thank god for our pride
But i'm sorry...
I lied
I lied when i said i was fine
I just lost all that was mine (Family)
I was lost inside my mind
Trying so hard to go back to when all was fine..
I just need a little bit more time
I'm escaping from my mind
I'm coming back to claim what is mine
And watch, i'm prove to you i'm about to shine
I no longer feel alone
I'm no longer going through this sh** on my own
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I feel like i have something to prove
I'm sorry if you don't feel my grove
But know i'm about to make my move and let loose
And when i do I promise i WILL NOT lose